Today I have a hard thing to do.  I have to stand up for myself and be true to myself, and believe in myself.  My biggest fear is not in having to do this, but in potentially failing to do this.  Failing myself just when I really need me.  Just when there isn’t anyone BUT me.  So I have given myself counsel and promised to be brave.

This is all very typical for me…challenging myself.  I don’t even know why, but I do.

Afterwards, there is a chocolate cookie waiting for me no matter which way it goes.